You see me now a veteran of a thousand psychic wars
I’ve been living on the edge so long, where the winds of limbo roar
And I’m young enough to look at, and far too old to see
All the scars are on the inside
I’m not sure that there’s anything left of me
Don’t let these shakes go on, it’s time we had a break from it
It’s time we had some leave
We’ve been living in the flames
We’ve been eating up our brains
Oh please, don’t let these shakes go on
You ask me why I’m weary, why I can’t speak to you
You blame me for my silence, say it’s time I changed and grew
But the war’s still going on, dear, and there’s nowhen that I know
And I can’t stand forever
I can’t say if we’re ever gonna be free
Don’t let these shakes go on, it’s time we had a break from it
It’s time we had some leave
We’ve been living in the flames
We’ve been eating up our brains
Oh please, don’t let these shakes go on
You see me now a veteran of a thousand psychic wars
My energy is spent at last, and my armor is destroyed
I have used up all my weapons, and I’m helpless and bereaved
Wounds are all I’m made of
Did I hear you say that this is victory?
Don’t let these shakes go on, it’s time we had a break from it
Send me to the rear
Where the tides of madness swell
And men sliding into hell
Oh please, don’t let these shakes go on
In reference to those who are talking about what this song is about: this was written in part by fantasy writer Michael Moorcock and is about his Eternal Champion character. The character has many incarnations from Elric of Melniboné to Hawkmoon and Corum. Each are driven to fight to strike a balance between elemental Law and Chaos. As the struggle is unending, The Champion is afforded little rest and so you have him singing his sorrow in this song.
This doesn't mean you can't apply the lament to your own struggles. There were many influences on the author at the time, including the Vietnam conflict, social unrest and the plight of the addicted and you can easily draw analogies to them. That's the genius of this song.
Songs like this are why I don't care for most modern music. The lyrics are haunting and deep. The image they create is strong and the instruments create the atmosphere. A masterpiece from B.O.C.
I always thought that this song is about mental problems, like depression, neurosis etc. But even now, after finding out that it's Moorcocks text, I still like previous explanation better. It really depicts how I felt and sometimes still feel about myself and how hard it's to live with these problems.
I think everybody's got a personal hell and this song encompasses the feeling of having to drag yourself through it. Music is magnanimous and indiscriminate. Why you dingbats are arguing this song's meaning is beyond me.
I remember playing this for my brother, who did 3 tours in Vietnam, and he said whoever wrote it could see inside his head. God, I miss my brother, he passed 23 years ago and I think of him every day.
When you have lived on your own 100% supporting yourself since you were14 living on the mean streets of New Orleans, you know what it is to be
"Veteran of Psychic wars" !
When this came out it was very cool to have survived those years and have a theme song for it !